Well, Its about a year now since I starte this blog, an alots happened. Firstly may I add, how grumpy Im feeling as I am suffering with a november bout of Col or Flu, I havent even poure my self a ...
“The highest reward for a man's toil is not what he gets for it but what he becomes by it.”“The highest reward for a man's toil is not what he gets for it but what he becomes by it.” Im hungover, ...
' Be Kind, Everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle' Plato I've been enjoying being kind today, well I hope every day that I'm kind. I like to think so. I'm not so kind early mornings before ...
' A woman's life can really be a succession of Lives... Each revolving around some emotinally compelling situation or challenge, and each makred off by some intense experience' Wallis Simpson Fool ...
Sitting in my darkened Boudoir around Ten Pm with one of my minders. It was Audrey tonight, checking I wasnt going to break a nail and be pushed into suicide. Thats the bad thing when your ...
Its been a while since I've delved into Babyflower Land, Too be honest, a little too long. Its seems I have been a little lost of late- Well Okay...A lot lost. I'm on the arse end of a awful bout ...
I dont really know how to say this..... Basically - I've well and truly fucked things up. Things have been going far to normal for me, I had to fuck up somewhere. I was being just 'too' normal for ...
Sitting in a little child sized Iron Man tent today with one of the loves of my lives, the demon child, who by the way, name for this blog is now changing to Luficier, kind of a fallen angel. I ...
I have had a long relaxing bath, with bubbles. I've washed my hair, and left a leave in conditioner in it, for half an hour, put on some fake tan, ( hey, I really dig the english rose look I've ...
Well hello flowerettes. Again its been too lomng, I mean too long. I fuckin cut my finger really bad in work and its making me type funny. So ive just ripped off the sad liitle blue plaster to ...
Oh Brother where art tho? Well in my case.... A closed book, who I barely see. Insane. and Dead. Started off so well didnt it. My mum and dads mating spree. Six wonderful sprogs, born from love ...
Time is the Ball and Chain of man kind. As my Dad says. He'd be right. I feel like I'm constantly trying to find time from somewhere and there is never enough. Its this invisable force that pushes ...
Just got off facebook chat with my Sid. And its left a gaping hole of misery in its wake. He cant get no signal, as he's now somewhere by bermuda, so its messages and by chance tonight we ...
Well Hello BabyFlowerettes, I am very sorry its been so long. I have barely had time to scratch my arse never mind sit down in the right frame of mind and write my lovely blog, of the fucked up ...
Well my holiday away with the girls has been and gone. After working my ass of to get the money together, and then only to be helped by my Sid (Who is my Yoko more than ever!) and my good friend ...
I was feeling on the verge of my first panic attack in some time before. A lot of emotions swirling round, and lots of worries and bad things happening. Alas, I keep pinching myself, and saying it ...
I am so fucking depressed! Thats the curse of this dreaded illness.It doesn't matter how fucking happy you are, and how amazing things are. I fucking have a mad crazy paranoia skitzo attack and ...
You never realize how much you love someone until they're gone. Its been weeks since I last wrote. I have been in the throws of passion with the new man, Sid. Its been, to say the least...Magic. I ...
“There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle.” – Albert Einstein I'm back home for he first time alone, for a ...
Well I am very sorry it has been so long. I have been on a Drink fuelled Sex rampage for the past say ten or so days! Its all rather random really, and concerning. Sid and Nancy are well and truly ...
Men are like fucking buses, all turn up at once and most of them ones you don't bloody want! If you remember I once told you about Jordan, well the loser has messaged me AGAIN! I thought id ...
Life is a Dance. As Alan Watts Said, and Goodness he was right. I have only just discovered this unbelievable truth. We are constantly trying to get ourselves to a final point, a destination that ...
Well even though I am in the deep doom and gloom of a total manic depreesive episode, I have at least something to be happy about. My wonderful fucked up life and its story is climbing high on the ...
“It is not the strongest of the species that survive, nor the most intelligent, but the one most responsive to change.” - Charles Darwin I have been fighting off the attacks of depression for a ...
I'm quite deranged tonight, and a little giddy. I have turned into a crazy Monica style wedding planner! My beautiful sister Muriel and Her Boyfriend Brandon, of ten years are finally getting ...
I must be due on. I know I'm not, but all of a sudden my lovely mood has disapeared into hatred. Looking at Gok Wan, a man I usually love, prancing about telling woman there amazing and blah blah ...
I have once again fell off the wagon. First time in a week I go three doors down to my sisters house for dinner and end up drunk. Think the mixture of painkillers I've been downing doesnt help. ...
Hello My Pretties! Its day three of my house bound adventure. I've had quite an eventful day although I haven't moved within a ten metre parimeter. That stupid arse hole that is Mr Fucking Maybe, ...
So, I haven't had sex all year. Aren't I the little Nun or what?! Well ok, it is only two days in, but that is a New Years promise I am keeping. No Men. I am waiting for Mr Right. Until then, no ...
I can't bloody sleep. It's one of those bastarding nights were you know you have to be up in the morning, but your twatty over active mind wont allow it. So downloading songs, a tarot reading, and ...
I believe in angels today. Little Guardian Angels, that come to you when you need them most. I have my issues, as many readers may know. But I fear the problem is with me, I have difficulties ...
Ho Ho Ho! That's me this Christmas! A bloody Ho! I need to literally decide what it is I want and stick to it. As my mind can't really handle this stress of loving one man, liking another, ...
Happy Christmas Eve, Eve?! Its nearly upon, this hyped up ball of shite, that practically means nothing but spending money. Oh that was a little cynical I suppose. I can't wait to see my wonderful ...
Hiya Folks. For those of you who have never read any of my blogs before, keep reading you may actually like it, and for those who have, hello again, welcome back dear reader. So, life is well and ...
Sleigh bells ring are you listenin!! Er No, Fuck off. I'm feeling a little bit tired today.Emotionally and Physically. It's been a hard weekend at work, and also doesn't help that I fell off the ...
Sitting here back again in my little boudoir I have been thinking about what I could right about tonight. Apart from the usual shite abour Mr Maybe?! But tonight I'm not. I am writing this blog, ...
Am I going to end up like poor Jane Austen? Slowly destroyed by love. Having it at a grasp, and it slipping away into the abyss. Forever dreaming and writing about things I have had and lost, or ...
Well its just turned 4am. I've been home from work for about an hour. Busy shift, kept me going. Though at times I wanted to shrivel up and give up. I'm glad I didn't. I lasted a full 8 and a half ...
Oh Hello My beauties!!! Spread the word this little blog is rising in the ranks!!! Yeay. Listen if you a newbie. I sugeest you start from the beginning, read how my life is fucked up and continue. ...